Pea-n-Me
DIS Veteran
- Joined
- Jul 18, 2004
DH and I were together for 15 years before our children were born. For most of those years we put up with these same annoying questions from everyone. We were quite happy with life as it was with work, school, fun, and our dogs keeping us plenty busy and fulfilled. Our standard answer to these inquiries was that we already had two kids (our dogs, LOL - that annoyed a lot of people right back).
Although most of our contemporary friends and family had children during that time, we weren't sure we wanted any and certainly weren't going to be pressured into it by anyone. Neither of us were "kid people" either, and the thought of being pregnant sent me over the edge. I did, however, always picture myself having a little girl (about 8yo ), and somehow as the years went on I knew that was something I had to figure out how to achieve despite my apprehension about pregnacy, babies and such.
One day we decided to throw caution to the wind and give it a shot, with (DH indulging) my still thinking about that little girl of my dreams. Lo and behold, no go. We hit the wall of infertility. It was then we realized the choice we once enjoyed about whether to have children was no longer there: in our case we couldn't. And that's what helped us realize we really did want a family. It took a long time but we were finally blessed with not only a little girl, but a little boy as well (twins). Those early years were tough and sometimes we wondered what life would have been like had we remained childless, but now that they're 8yo we can't imagine not having them and are grateful to God for giving them to us.
It all boils down to personal choice and what works for you.
Sometimes I hear my elderly mother say things to people like the things we're talking about and I cringe. I've thought about it a lot having experienced it myself, and I think that many people just aren't sensitive to others' feelings or respectful of others' choices. To them they can't imagine why someone would want to remain childless (or name one of the many other things that there could be insensitivity about). I don't think people do it to be rude or mean, they just aren't sensitive to others' situations.
Although most of our contemporary friends and family had children during that time, we weren't sure we wanted any and certainly weren't going to be pressured into it by anyone. Neither of us were "kid people" either, and the thought of being pregnant sent me over the edge. I did, however, always picture myself having a little girl (about 8yo ), and somehow as the years went on I knew that was something I had to figure out how to achieve despite my apprehension about pregnacy, babies and such.
One day we decided to throw caution to the wind and give it a shot, with (DH indulging) my still thinking about that little girl of my dreams. Lo and behold, no go. We hit the wall of infertility. It was then we realized the choice we once enjoyed about whether to have children was no longer there: in our case we couldn't. And that's what helped us realize we really did want a family. It took a long time but we were finally blessed with not only a little girl, but a little boy as well (twins). Those early years were tough and sometimes we wondered what life would have been like had we remained childless, but now that they're 8yo we can't imagine not having them and are grateful to God for giving them to us.
It all boils down to personal choice and what works for you.
Sometimes I hear my elderly mother say things to people like the things we're talking about and I cringe. I've thought about it a lot having experienced it myself, and I think that many people just aren't sensitive to others' feelings or respectful of others' choices. To them they can't imagine why someone would want to remain childless (or name one of the many other things that there could be insensitivity about). I don't think people do it to be rude or mean, they just aren't sensitive to others' situations.