Seven years ago under a long lost poster name I posted about my mother being diagnosed with cancer. She was told she would live 3 years if lucky. She lived 7 but they were all hellish. I just feel lost and remembered posting about this here so came back to post the end.
She was a difficult but amazing person. The Cancer stole everything from her. I can't believe how much this hurts. I was renovating my garage into an apartment so she could live with me when we found out it was back. I think that is why she agreed to go through treatment for a third time even though she swore to never have chemo after her last round. I was dreading dealing with her decline and the way the brain damage from Cancer, chemo and horrible suffering had caused her strong personality to become nasty at times. Missing her is worse than all of that. At least she has escaped the pain and humiliation of this horrible disease. Goodbye mom. I love you most.
She was a difficult but amazing person. The Cancer stole everything from her. I can't believe how much this hurts. I was renovating my garage into an apartment so she could live with me when we found out it was back. I think that is why she agreed to go through treatment for a third time even though she swore to never have chemo after her last round. I was dreading dealing with her decline and the way the brain damage from Cancer, chemo and horrible suffering had caused her strong personality to become nasty at times. Missing her is worse than all of that. At least she has escaped the pain and humiliation of this horrible disease. Goodbye mom. I love you most.